I have too many fantasies to be a housewife. I guess I am a fantasy. - Marilyn Monroe

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Jan 7th - The Gabe Zimmerman Memorial Trailhead

Here in Tucson we recently marked the 1 year anniversary of the shootings that took place on January 8, 2011.  Gabe Zimmerman was one of Gabriel Giffords' political aides and lost his life in the shootings.  He was apparently quite the hiker, so one of the trailheads of the Arizona Trail was dedicated in his memory.  Will and I went for the dedication ceremony and hiked part of the trail.  Here are some of the pictures from the days events.

Emily Nottingham (left), director of the Arizona Trail and Gabe's mother.
The new gate to the trailhead, featuring an image of Gabe and a dedication.
Reverse side of gate, with metal art.
Detail of reverse view of gate.
Snake bike rack.

This section of the Arizona trail is extremely beautiful and I highly recommend paying it a visit if you are at all interested in hiking.

I failed to get a picture, but Will and I were also honored to meet none other than Gabriel Giffords who arrived for the dedication ceremony.  It hadn't been announced that she was coming, so it came as a complete shock to us to see her there.  It was an incredible day.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas!

I thought I would post some late pictures of my lovely Christmas tree.  I found it at Goodwill, decorated it with white lights and ornaments, some from my childhood, others purchased from the St. Mary's Auxiliary Thrift store.  My handmade, stuffed Christmas wreath that is hanging on my door was found at St. Mary's as well.

I love my Christmas decorations. They feel so homey and real to me, unlike the bland, uniform Christmas decorations and ornaments you can buy just about everywhere.


We didn't have a lot of money when I was growing up.  We made do with what we had and saved our ornaments to use year after year.  The crescent moon ornament above is one my family hung for as long as I can remember. Maybe its the reason why I feel that Christmas needs to feel handmade, salvaged, unique, for it to feel real to me.I really love the baseball Santa ornament.  He looks vintage to me but there aren't any markings to date him.  Stylistically I'd guess the 1960s though.  I gave him to Will because of his love of baseball, but Santa hangs on my tree.

May you all have had a beautiful Christmas filled with friends and family and cheer!  Merry Christmas!

Love,
Cass

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Recent news and a reflection on the Great Depression

There has been a lot in the news lately that has gotten my goat, as it were.  I listen to NPR for my national and world news since I don't really trust the television or newspaper medias to tell me the facts without giving it their own political slant.  One of those topics was the speech given by leaders of Germany and France to the European Union about the financial responsibility that needs to be put into effect by member nations.  The other topic was the meeting on climate change held in Duban, Africa.

Does anyone else find it disturbing that our nation's finances are subject to how stock traders "feel" about world events?  That they could be encouraged by the news out of the European Union and thus spur financial growth, or depressed by poor job growth reports, thereby causing the numbers to fall?  I read about the riots occurring in Greece over unpopular austerity measures the government is trying to put into place and I shake my head because of course if their country is that badly in debt why don't they tighten their belts and work their way out of it?  Why are they complaining??  But then I think, how spoiled we in America must be that we are dealing with a similar financial crisis and yet except for Republicans wanting to slash social programs that actually help people there isn't any talk about the American public having to cut back in any way!  Is anyone else disturbed that instead of encouraging that American public to be frugal and save their money for hard times, that all we are getting out of the media is "spend more!" and "tax the rich less!"  Yeah, because those tactics have worked so well in the past!

The climate meeting that took place in South Africa today brought up another facet of American society that frustrates the cr@p out of me; we are the biggest polluters, the biggest consumers, yet we seem incapable of taking responsibility for the damages we do to our planet.  On today's Diane Rehm show, one of the guest speakers on the one hand denied that humans were the cause of climate change, then on the other said that it wasn't a question of whether humans were having an effect, but to what degree.  So it's a matter of degree?  So if we are only a little wrong, a little destructive that somehow that makes it all better?  That we don't have to look for better, cleaner energies because we are only inflicting a little damage on the planet?  Wow, all those scientists must be really stupid.  And this speaker must have friends in our government because that argument gets trotted out every time someone brings up words like "clean energy" and "the environment".  It's too expensive!  It's too much to ask us to change!  And we won't do anything unless China does it too!!  Is anyone getting a mental picture of a whiny kid being asked to clean up their rooms?

I am tired of simply being a consumer, a statistic in the economics that drive Wall Street.  I'm not saying that I'm such a big spender either; a barrista's paycheck only stretches so far.  I shop at thrift stores on a regular basis.  I bike or take the bus instead of paying for a gas guzzling car.  I cook at home far more often than I eat out.  But I admit to eating out a lot, not to mention going out for drinks with friends and buying stuff simply because I *want* it, not because I necessarily need it.  And I've been pretty green too.  Other than the bike and thrift stores and stuff, I donate my unwanted items as much as possible, my TP is 100% recycled (why, oh why, would anyone feel that trees need to be cut down just so you can wipe your rear??) and I honestly try to go to the farmers markets for my food instead of the big box stores.  And none of this is meant to make it sound like I'm holier-than-thou.  I'm not.  But there's a lot more I can do and goddammit, I know it!

During the Great Depression, folks did what they had to to survive.  They grew their own vegetables, canned their harvests, sewed and mended their own clothes, made their own candles and soap, raised their own animals which they used for milk and meat and wool which would be spun and turned into yarn then knitted into warm clothes.  They had countless home remedies and skills that were not only economic and cheap but were also friendly to the environment!  When WWII was on, shortages prompted the government to encourage Victory Gardens, so families would be able to grow their own food.  And while I don't currently live on a farm, there are still some things that I can do that my great-grandparents did.  I can make my own household cleaners out of baking soda and vinegar.  I can make my own facial cleansers out of ground up oats.  My resident librarian just sent me a recipe to make my own shaving soap so I can kiss my aerosol can goodbye for good!  I can bake my own bread, sew my own clothes, knit myself some warm scarves or mittens, re-use glass jars for leftovers.  In the spring I plan on putting some planters in front of my apartment to at least grow some of my herbs for cooking and teas.  As soon as possible I want to move to somewhere with some room to put in a garden and maybe a chicken coop!  What skills I don't have I can learn and while it will both save me money and is good for the environment, it hardly seems like a hardship.  If anything I feel like being a modern, urban homesteader would vastly increase the quality of my life while reducing a lot of the stress of the rat race.

So since I can't get my country to act smart about all this, the sovereign nation of Cassandra has decided to enact some austerity measures and to make some positive progress on environmental policies!  And American economic models be damned!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Bleached!

Ok, so I took the plunge and lightened my hair this morning.  I don't think I'm going to allow myself to go through this again; the stuff not only stunk but made my eyes water.  My hair itself is extremely dried out.  I'm going to pamper it over the next couple of weeks before I use the ash color.  But the color itself is very flattering right now, sort of a strawberry blonde.  I was panicking while washing it out because it didn't seem to lighten at all, but it worked!  Maybe not quite as light as I was hoping and my roots will be lighter than the dyed parts once it grows out, but hey, I can deal with that.  No more monthly hair dying!  Yay!

Right out of the shower, starting to calm down after the initial panic!
Dried and styled!

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

The end of the red...

Eventually it had to come down to this.  Unfortunately I wasn't born a redhead and the pain of having to go through two weeks of blond roots followed by flushing all kinds of chemicals down my shower drain is getting too depressing to go on.  I've been trying to just let my natural hair grow out, but the ash roots are looking really bad (to me at least; my friends insist it doesn't look bad at all) and the red is stubbornly sticking to my hair despite deliberately trying to get it to fade.

I knew it would come to this.  Next time I want another color I'm buying a wig!

In the meantime I've decided to try something that may potential wreck my hair; I'm going to try to bleach out the red bits and then dye my hair a champagne blonde.  It's the closest match I can get to my original color and I seriously do NOT want to have to deal with roots.  I've heard horror stories about going this route, including the hair just falling out due to damage.  So I'm a little nervous!

Wish me luck!  I will post pics of my newly platinum head *fingers crossed* sometime tomorrow!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Tea time, part 2

All that blogging I did yesterday about tea made me want to hit the local thrift store, just in case there were any other cool cups or pots or what have you that would pop up.  Thrift stores really are some of my favorite places.  Often times, as long as you are patient and have an eye for quality, you can find some really nice treasures amongst all the stuff people throw away.  Some of the most beautiful things I own, be it jewelry or china or clothing, have come from thrift stores.  Growing up poor, they were necessities; they helped my mom stretch the dollars to help make it through the month.  As an adult I appreciate them even more.

Anyway, I've been thinking to myself lately that I really needed to find myself a creamer for my tea.  It makes no sense to brew myself an entire pot and plunk myself down in front of the computer to write or the television to sit and knit, and then have to get up twenty times to get a splash of milk for my teacup.  So when I went browsing yesterday I made sure to check the dinnerware section to see if anything turned up.
The creamer on the left is Avon and matches my teapot for herbal and green teas, down to the tulip embellishing the handle.  The one on the right is Myott out of Straffordshire, England.  I paid about $4.75 for both creamers and now I have some lovely options for drinking my tea!  I also snagged a bottle of Hero Black Cherry Jam which is out of Germany to go with the Irish soda bread I baked last night.  Yum yum!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Tea time

I am a serious tea fan.  I love drinking it, I love brewing it, I love trying new kinds but I'm fussy about my favorites.  I've also somehow managed to collect quite a few items that are tea inspired; everything from a set of towels and hot pads for the kitchen emblazoned with a tea pot, to multiple tea bag dishes, to the cups I drink my tea out of.  So I decided to snap some pics!

I am having Sugar Cookie Sleigh Ride by Celestial Seasonings.
Some of my favorite black teas and my prized Brown Betty teapot.

The teacup on the left says "Nothing is worth more than this day"; the teacup on the right was made in Japan.
I couldn't capture the beautifully colored enamel in the design.
Bavarian china cup with matching saucer.
I just purchased two seasonal teas this weekend: Sugar Cookie Sleigh Ride by Celestial Seasonings and Pumpkin Spice by Stash.  I also had the opportunity to try Darjeeling for the first time!  Delicious!  Much more delicate than my usual black teas but not quite as grassy as an Oolong.

The Brown Betty teapot in the second picture was a gift from my good friend Lynn who's family is from the UK.  I received it as a Christmas present soon after I first met.  Being British he appreciates a good cuppa tea as well!  I've heard, and I personally believe, that black teas taste better when brewed in a Brown Betty.  In any case I have two teapots, one for my blacks, another for my herbal and green teas.

The pretty white china with the blue roses was a thrift store find I scored not too long ago.  It had been sitting in a box in the St. Mary's Thrift Store almost for as long as I've lived on the west side of Tucson.  I've eye-balled it before but at $60 it was a bit rich for me, even though it was in flawless condition, bore maker's marks on the bottom and came complete with four cups, four saucers, and four each of two different kinds of dessert plates.  So about a month ago I was talking to the man running the cash register and mentioned that I wouldn't buy it for $60 but I would for $30, which is exactly what he sold it to me for!  The maker is Johann Haviland of Bavaria and the pattern is called Blue Garland and dates to the 1930s.  Replacements for the teacups alone are $18 apiece.  Score!!  The china is nice and thin, so delicate you can see light glowing through them and a joy to use!